Thinking I was alone on my dream cloud, I woke up startled with you staring at me. You scared me, but it was the good kind. Sitting there with me, at the edge of my cloud, smiling at me, you always show up when I'm in a tiny mood. But this time, it was about you.
We need to talk. Are you afraid of me? No? You're afraid I'm going to repeat the cycle again.
Yeah, I figured. If that was the case, I would have walked into the light instead of following you back here. This growth and change I’m doing, it’s called healing. This is just baby steps. The beginning of something new. Like Troy and Gabriella start of something new—don’t start singing that song. Do not. What I’m trying to say is, I would rather be locked back in that cage with the dog collar around my neck then repeat what I did before. Healing is what I need right now frankly I’ve been doing a lot better now. By the looks of it, you need it too. Don’t look at me like that. You came here! Don’t laugh because it’s not funny. As of matter of fact, you see that door right there? That lead to your dreamland. Go to it. I’m about to dream of a hot tub and skinny dip in it and no you cannot join. Don’t give me that look. If I wanted you to join me, I would have asked you too. Now get out.
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